Let there be light

It's switched on, I'm switched on for once.

It's certainly been an eventful month. Highs and Lows but I am not here to moan. I probably should have been on this before March; It could have been a venting tool for me,but ah well Life is Life.

Rachel's gone. Her month anniversary on easter Sunday funny huh, Easter the time of new life The risen 'god' to heaven and all that; I can't forget that time of my life and almost wish back to it. I said my farewell, properly at least and Sunday another adieu for dear Rachel, I know where ever you are you are happy.

I promised myself I wouldn't be so self centered but sadly this months not held the most spectacular evvents to curb childish sulking. No ncad played a big part in that but meh, I am 17. I know I have passion, Maybe you will just have to see the finished work.

March 22nd is officially my happiest day.

Funny day in Drummers with Jen and then awkward *we're getting excited to see eachother wave:but we don't talk* feeling when I seen an old friend. I got everything I wanted for once. The random strange 'depressed' girl in IADT was right and I'm glad I got to meet her. So maybe my piece wont hang on the wall but I was with people who I care about, 'wine and bread-sticks' not my cup of tea but after all my tea is a required taste half a cuppa tea pleaseee? 8)*fills milk to top* I got him in the end I know I cant expect much theres a lot between us but I'm glad it happened but why do I always have to be the div and ruin it with being afraid? fear, I fear a lot. Go ahead and ask the birds.

I hope I get some sort of job opportunity out of tomorrow.I hope.
96% Luck hmm FB, I hope April's a good month.